Hold Us Together

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Published by cmadams

I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! Two Grandsons ages 11and 12 and a precious 6 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 12 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗

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Every time I hear this song, I think of my sons Billy and Jami.

 

Having a baby brother when you’ve had your mother all to yourself for 6 & 1/2 years was an adjustment for Billy.

He welcomed Jami with open arms and he was a very good big brother.

Those smiles are very genuine. As you can see from this picture, Jami brought Billy a lot of joy.

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2 year old Jami and 8 year old Billy.

I love how their hands are holding on to each other…

I don’t remember them fighting or arguing when they were little, but it’s entirely possible that they did.

Perhaps because Billy is no longer on this earth, I am subconsciously blocking it from my memory as I only want to remember the good.

I think it is a good idea to only hang onto the good things about others while we are still alive.

It could make the world a better place.

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