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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Bereaved Parents Awareness Month Day 15.
I’ll never forget where I was standing, leaning against my dresser in my bedroom, after I got the phone call from my son Jami telling me that Billy had been stabbed.
I called Billy’s Dad, and my brother Brian and my husband Matt was on the phone with the hospital trying to find out about Billy’s condition. We were 2 hours away from where he was.
I was praying God’s Word over Billy saying “Billy will not die, but live, and declare the works of the LORD.” Psalm 118:17
I can’t remember who told me that Billy had died but my heart already knew that he was gone.
The words of this song are so true. “To think that providence would take a child from his Mother while she prayed, is appalling.”
Although Billy did physically die, his memory will live on through me and his son Logan and we will declare the works of the Lord.
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