Our Song

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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗 View all posts by cmadams

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This morning as I was driving down the pike I’m sure if people looked at me they would have seen a site.

Our song came on the radio you see and as always the tears well up inside me.

I have written about our song before but today it affected me even more.

I had Logan overnight, and even though my heart was light the words of the song pierced my soul just right.

You are so beautiful to me… I remember you singing that when you stood just above my knee. You never forgot that you had sang me that song.

When you were 15 you made a compact disc for me. That was back in the day when we would burn the songs from the computer on to a CD. There were no MP3’s.

I still have that CD till this day. It is scratched but it still plays. The two songs you chose were perfect for me of course the one is you are so beautiful to me and the other one is “had a bad day“

I am pretty sure that was a one hit wonder but I think of it and realize ah ha no wonder.

It was a bad day,the day that you died and yes so many tears I have cried and I’ve cried.

You still have a way of making my heart smile when I remember your heart I wish we still had time, I wish we had quite a while.

I know that I will see you again someday, that is my hope as I wake up each day and lay down each night.

I cannot wait for my eyes to behold your handsome face oh what a sight!

You are the one who is so beautiful to me. The way you always wore your heart on your sleeve.

I thank God he chose me to be your mother. You will always have a very special place in my heart where there will never be another.

Written by Corinne Adams In 10 minutes

November 22,2019 10:00am

Published by cmadams

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