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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Tonight I leave you with another quote from Washington Irvine.
I cry everyday. Not to the point where it’s debilitating, or in front of anyone. Usually I am alone and I cry. They have to fall or it’s not healthy for me. Maybe someday I won’t cry every day. I doubt it… Tears are a part of life.
Doctors want us to cry as babies to see how healthy our little lungs are. I think it’s healthy to cry.
If we don’t remember how to cry anymore or our tears are like ice, that’s when I would say that perhaps that’s not healthy.
Washington Irvine was right, tears are sacred. Carrie Underwood is right too. You can’t cry pretty.