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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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I would add that Logan is often God’s mouth piece. That little boy never ceases to amaze me.
Day 12 of Bereaved Parents Awareness Month. Repost from July 12th 💗
Since there are 31 days in July and I only have 25 years worth of pictures.
I decided to add words of wisdom from my grandson Logan.
We were driving home Sunday along the beautiful mountains in Potter county.
Logan was looking out the window and said “the sun is dancing.”
I knew what he meant as the sun was shining through the trees. 
It was very sweet, but it had different meanings for me.
The night Billy was killed, he, his brother and their friends had been dancing and singing “ tip toe through the tulips” by Tiny Tim, before they left their house.
Jami has it on video.
One last time of my son dancing…
I also thought of the verse that says the Lord will rejoice over you with singing.
The Hebrew word, ‘rejoice,’means to “spin around under violent emotion.”
The phrase “rejoice over you” literally means to “dance, skip, leap, and spin in joy.”
So THE Son is dancing too.
#outofthemouthsofbabes
#godspeaksthroughchildren
#imgladmysonwasdancing
#iknowthosearedandelions
#ididnthavetulips
#thesunisdancing
#thesonisdancing
#mysonisstilldancing
#somedaywewillalldancetogether
#💗
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