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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Repost from Instagram July 14th
Day 14 bereaved parents awareness month.
This was a fun picture!
Getting there wasn’t that fun because we walked on the boardwalk at the beach what felt like miles just so I could get the old time photo. 
They told the boys to make serious faces, no smiles. They did it for me and I’m so glad!
Virginia was 3, Robbie was 4, Billy was 14, Jami was 8, and I was 33.
I am so thankful we had this picture taken…
I’ve always been sensitive to others pain, especially to those who had lost a child.
I couldn’t imagine. Until now.
I have wept with those wept.
#imthankfulfortears
#imthankfulformemories
#imthankfulthatgodchosemetobetheirmother
#blessedarethosewhomourn
#theyshallbecomforted
#withthecomfortireceiveiwillcomfortothers
#đź’—
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