Published by cmadams
I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
View all posts by cmadams
Repost from July 15th.
I was trying to correlate his age in the photo with the date.
Sometimes it worked better than others.
Day 15 of bereaved parents awareness month
15 years old.
This is the age that my boy wanted a guitar. 
He was a natural.
He loved all genres of music past and present.
Anything from country to rock and everything in between, just like me.
He took lessons for about year or so, but he was blessed with such a gift and had such talent,that he was mainly self taught.
I have no doubt that he’s playing in heaven like he’s never played before💗
#15yearsold
#hissoulwasfullofmusic
#thegiftsandcallingofgodareirrevocable
#hispassionwillliveon
#imisshearinghimplay
#imgladgodputtheloveofmusicinoursouls
#myheartwillbeblessedwiththesoundofmusic
#illsingoncemore
#💗
Like this:
Like Loading...
Related
5 Non Blondes and a Senseless Murder 