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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Repost from July 16th. Day 16 bereaved parents awareness month
This is our last official family photo.
A real photographer, not sears,we all matched, we all smiled, we didn’t wear white and we all kept the shirts!
We each have a story to tell too.
After I heard the tragic words that my son had died that night, I immediately heard the Lord speak to soul.
“For man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”
I had complete and absolute peace that passes understanding in those moments because I knew where my child was.
I also knew without a doubt that I would see him again.
As I continue to share about my son this month, you’ll hear some pretty amazing truths about the God of the universe and His great love for us.
#gaurdyourheart
#thelordlooksontheheart
#peoplearequicktojudge
#Godsloveisstrongerthanamotherslove
#thatssomestronglove
#iwilltellmysonsstory
#hewillliveonthroughus
#💗
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