I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Logan was getting ready for school this morning and he told me that he thinks that tears should be blue.
I asked him if it was because his eyes are blue and he said “no, your eyes are green Nana but our tears should be blue.”
Logan went on to say that in the movie ” Inside Out,” the emotion sadness would touch the ball and it made all the memories sad.
Sadness from the movie “Inside Out”
My husband Matt and I took the kids to see Inside Out in the theater back in 2015. I can’t say that I remember everything about the movie.
I will have to watch it again with Logan, and this time, I’m sure that I will be watching it with a different perspective.I tend to view most things these days with a bit of a different perspective.
I do remember that the movie was a tear jerker at some points.
I can understand why Logan thinks that tears should be blue. It makes perfect sense.
It’s a good thing we have tears to help us release our emotions, but I’m glad that tears are not blue.
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