The Last Time I Saw My Son Alive

I saw a sliver of a rainbow this morning.

It definitely made me think of Billy and the promise I have of seeing him again.

This time last year was the last time I saw my son alive.

We were celebrating Logan’s 5th birthday and I had just had surgery.

Billy was very attentive to me.

He helped me take my jacket off. He helped me stand up.

I showed him the scar from my surgery.

Billy was so concerned about me.

I sat with him while we ate Birthday cake.

As we were leaving the party, I looked deep in his eyes before I turned around and we went our separate ways.

It reminds me of the song “See you Again” by Carrie Underwood

That is exactly what happened.

Said goodbye, turned around and you were gone, gone, gone, faded into the setting sun, slipped away…

I will never forget that moment. I would give anything to have more moments.

Until I see you again Billy, I love you.

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