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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Bereaved Parents Awareness Month. Day 31
The last day of July.
Tomorrow is August 1st.
I’ll still be a bereaved Mother.
There will still be bereaved parents missing their children tomorrow and the next day and the day after that.
Children who should still be here living, breathing, laughing and making memories on this earth with them.
Here is the dictionary definition of Bereave.
past participle: bereaved
be deprived of a loved one through a profound absence, especially due to the loved one’s death.
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, No parent should EVER have to bury their child.
Forever looking to the eternal, Billy’s Mother.