What To Say

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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗 View all posts by cmadams

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I thought I should write something but perhaps I have writer’s block.

I find that when I start I don’t have much to say. When I write it’s because I feel led to. A topic is on my heart and I want to get it out there.

Maybe it’s this time of year. It’s a harder time for me. I sigh a little more, I breathe a little heavier and my mind isn’t as clear.

I’m sure I’m not the only one. I think it’s pretty normal.

When it’s time to write I promise that I’ll post it.

In the meantime, try to enjoy the Christmas season.

Here is a picture of of granddaughter to make you smile. She’s a cutie and she took that picture of us with my phone!

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