Little Reminders

Published by cmadams

I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗 View all posts by cmadams

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I could not find Day 3 in my Instagram Posts. I decided to share this post from mid August, a couple of weeks before I started blogging about our story…

I see these floating everywhere.

This quote reminds me that it’s really ok to take 1 step forward and 2 steps back.

As long as I get up again.

There is no right way or wrong way to grieve.

I know where my son is and therefore I have peace.

After being a part of a group for parents who have lost a child to death due to many different circumstances, I’ve learned two things.

1. I’ve witnessed 1st hand the stories of those who grieve without hope.

It’s heartbreaking to read about their questions,their constant wonderings, trying to connect with their children through psychics, mediums, anything.

2. For every daughter who has died, there are at least ten sons ages 16-40 that have died.

The ratio is astounding.

Our young men, our sons are being taken out way too young.

For everything in this physical and natural realm that we see,there is the supernatural unseen realm where there is a battle between good and evil waging for souls.

It’s astonishing that we as a society spend more time planning for our vacations than where we will spend eternity when we die.

Little Reminders

Published by cmadams