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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Day 4 of 31.
It really is true that you don’t what you’ve got till it’s gone.
My little boy was 4 when I got these pictures taken. Which means I was 22.
It was just me and him for almost 5 years.
Both of these shots were candid.
We loved to laugh and I’m glad it was captured forever.
He told me that when he grew up he would marry me.
That was the ‘Bold Protector’ in him. Again,William means,’Bold Protector’
He would also sing Joe Cocker “You are so beautiful” to me often when he was little. When he was 15 he made me a CD with the song “You’re Beautiful” by James Blunt.
Even at his funeral his girlfriend told me that he would always tell her she was beautiful but my Mother is the most beautiful woman.