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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Day 9 of Bereaved Parents Awareness month.
Billy was 9 years old when Matt and I got married.
As you can see from our wedding, Billy got his love for fun and laughter and being silly very honestly!
On that day, there were 5 boys that made us one big “blending”family of 7.
We added a boy and a girl to our mix and that made 9 of us.
We all were hit in different ways by his tragic and unexpected death at the hands of a stranger.
We’re still in the early days and I’m glad we have one another.
I’m thankful that I passed on my love of fun onto my boy.
I’m also thankful that he passed it on to his only son.
#mysonlovedlife
#hewasalwayslookingforfun
#hissmilelituparoom
#sillybilly
#sillylogan
#sillydaddy
#nanaissillytoo
#lifeistooshortnottohavefun
#smilemore
#💗
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