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I am now a Mother that no one wants to be. I love my children more than life itself and my world got turned upside down when my 1st born son Billy, also known as Liam, was murdered by a stranger in a random act of violence. I have 3 remaining living, breathing, amazing children, 2 sons and 1 daughter, 3 living,breathing,amazing step-sons and each and every one is special,creative,and unique! I also have 3 beautiful grandchildren! 2 Grandsons ages 7and 8 and a precious 3 year old Granddaughter! My Grandson Logan, is Billy’s only child, he is now 8 years old. As my daughter says, he is the warm piece of Billy that we get to touch. I enjoy cherishing and taking care of my husband and my family, leading a healthy lifestyle in spirit, soul and body, clean eating, CrossFit, sunshine,rest, listening to music and singing along! I will never be who I was before this happened. I am dedicated to learn what I can, embrace the pain, and share my raw, wounded, healing heart that is daily changing due to this great tragedy. My hope is touch lives in many ways,no matter how big or small, in honor and in memory of my son, Billy.He will live on through my words, the words of his Mother and the hearts of his family💗
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Repost from July 26th. Nothing to add.
Day 26 of bereaved parents awareness month.
My boy wore many hats.
Literally and figuratively.
He was always doing something, trying something, figuring out something or coming up with something.
I always used to say that “Billy is finding himself.”
He definitely was on a lively journey and my son never had a dull moment.
One thing Billy was not, was lazy. 
He liked to do his own thing in his own time and have fun doing it.
Like moving out to California when he was 19 just to go experience the West Coast.
He lived a lot of life in those short 25 years.
More life than some people who are a ripe old age,but have never “lived.”
#thatsmyson
#heworemanyhats
#hisjourneywasnteasy
#hisjourneywasunique
#hisjourneywashis
#heactuallyworkedatjourneys
#25yearsandhislifewasstill
#tryingtogetupthatgreatbighillofhope
#foradestination
#hemadeitupthehill
#hisfinaldestinationwasheaven
#4nonblondeswhatsup
#allyouyoungenslookitup
#ofcoursebillydidacoverofthatsong
#imissmyboy
#illseeyouagain
#💗
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So very sorry for the loss of your precious son. May God comfort your heart as the anniversary of his death comes closer.
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Thank you very much.
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